Monday, November 24, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving

hey folks. I hope you the best of the holidays. It's getting to that time again where we remember what happened during the year and to think about what were are here for and what we're thankful for. I had ,shall we say, an interesting year on the road where life just keeps on putting me to the ropes. I hope you guys had a better year than I did. But it was a year to have a lot of realizations and experiences. I didn't exactly do all the things I was hoping to and there comes this feeling that everyday is like my last. I haven't been handling that well either. I had a lot of death scares and stuff like that, but I'm thankful for being alive. I'm glad my mom and I are in good relations again and I am returning to being stable and that I have people in my life that care about me. The mystery of life I found is in waking up everyday regardless whether I know what I'm doing that day or whether I win or fail. It's just waking up, showing up, and finishing is more than half the battle. I haven't exactly finished in anything, but I'm working on just doing it to begin with. Failure is hard to cope with. But the what ifs are even harder.

I hope you all the best. Take care of your what ifs and don't let yourself fail because sometimes failing is just if you consider it failure. It's not failure. It's a learning experience. But then again, who am I to say?

Love, peace and Hugs!!!
Thuy Ngo

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